I wanna blog about two things -
Sunway Lagoon and 4M's class party. :D Okay, I shall start.
16th November 2009
LEO had this
educational trip to Sunway, plus a few outsiders because a few LEOs couldn't make it. I mostly hung out with
Yagnesh, Chun Kay, Chi-E and Jason. :D It was fun, even though it was raining the entire time! First went to Scream Park. Omg, I could've just died in the beginning! The 'ghosts' kept on popping up
EVERYWHERE, then Chun Kay started the whole,
"Okay, everybody hug the person's waist in front of you!" thing and it wasn't as scary anymore, 'cause I kind of hid my face in Chun Kay's back most of the time while Chi-E pulls me away.
Love the spot light part during the jail cells.
It was soooooo cool. I don't really know how to explain it, but it was like, pictures you know? Like you're just seeing photographs of scene after scene that sort of thing? Sorry lah, horrible explanation. You have to experience to understand its awesomeness. :D
Then we rented doughnuts! And we went to the
lazy river and laughed like crazy asses while we tried to stay on them. We even had our pictures taken by the Sunway guy, but it was like,
30 bucks for a photograph. ): They were so pretty! I was so tempted to buy one but, there wasn't much time so oh well. It'll be etched forever in my memory though
(or at least for a month). The slides were sooooo fun as well. Chun Kay and I nearly reached the top! :D And for the individual sliding thing, Yagnesh kept on winning!
Unfaaaaaair! I always got second last. Jason got last. :D HOHOHO.
That's very brief, because honestly, I cannot just summarise the whole day. It's just too awesome. (: It was so much more fun than I had expected. I only wished that
he had gone as well, but oh well. Beggars can't be choosers.
18th November 2009
Class party at Modestos, where Colin and Madam Elynn crashed. :P It's fun. Oh who am I kidding. I can't blog about class party. The pictures will tell the stories. (: And until I get the pictures from Ling and Laura,
I shall not blog.
OH, but I found some pictures on Laura's blog!
Is Yew Sing the man, or is he the man? (;
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can you believe it's been 5 months? amazazing. :P
No more braces!! :D HAHA!
Halloween with The All American Rejects yesterday was awesome. (: But the hours leading up to them performing was hell, literally. Not only was it hot and sunny, we had to cramp up like sardines, lining up to get into the area where they were going to perform at supposedly 6. I even saw some Sri Garden people there! (: They were there at about 2.30! That's crazy as! I mean, the heat was horrible.
So the whole gang (Gwen, Shan, Azmir, Amir, Delvin, Colin and I) was there (excluding Chun Kay because he had to dance at this charity thing and Shameer 'cause he wanted to hang out with Jon), plus Wee Cherng, Laura, Caleb, Yen Wen, Yuan Sing and Sue Ping. I have no idea why we lined up exactly in the middle of the pack, where we were basically squashed till there wasn't much breathing room. I got a little claustrophobic, so Azmir, Delvin and I went out of the line to get a drink and something to eat. Lime with asam is awesome. :D
Had a quick 'pour-out-feelings' moment with Delvin while Azmir was in the toilet. It was good. (: He understands because he feels the same way about a certain someone but like he said, there isn't much we can do because what's done is done. Oh well. I'm just going to go on like it never happened. (: Like the addition never happened.
Anyways, so the three of us just hung around until about 8 something before going into the area. Met up with Shan and Colin 'cause they couldn't stand being in front where it was too stuffy and everyone was pushing. AAR performed at about 9 something and the fun officially began. :D They were honestly really, really good. But you could tell that they were a bit drunk, or at least tipsy. I mean, Tyson drank alcohol on stage! And I can't really blame them, because they do need the energy to keep on going like how they do it. (: The energy was there but stupid smokers ruined my mood a few times. Oh well. Tyson really knows how to connect with the crowd, so it's all good. Sang my lungs out and now my throat is really dry. Oh well, it's a good price to pay to watch AAR live. :D
Grouped up when it all ended and sat in the So Hai Mobile to McDonalds. :D Got my transparent cup, finally! It's so pretty! Parents picked me up at about 12.20 and reached home and ta-dah! :D Couldn't sleep though for some reason. Maybe it's the adrenalin. (: But Delvin texted me at 5.40 and I was like "WHOAAAAA!"
T'was a fun day out with people I love. (:
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Meeting up with Gwennie dear tomorrow at the Gardens for lunch. (: Haven't spent time alone with her in ages because we're always in one big group in school. So, it'll be nice. Then after lunch, I'll probably shop around with mummy. :D
MLC sent a math entrance test for me to do to evaluate my standard. I couldn't understand certain terms when my mummy let me look through it yesterday. Like matrices and the apostrophe thingy and certain rules and box plots and such. Panicked, but saw good ol' dork online and asked him for help. :D He could only explain matrices to me, which helped. But he was nice enough to call and search 'box plots' in google and explain it to me. (: Thanks, you dork, for helping me with such technicalities and also with some personal issues I couldn't share with anyone.
And so I did the test today! Hopefully it'll be good enough to allow me to do Higher Math next year. (:
Watched a pianist named Joo and a violinist named Igudesman last night, recommended by Zhuo Wei. Omg, they are so entertaining. :D And they're coming to Malaysia! But dammit, apparently tickets are all sold out. ): One of my "Must Do"s in life - see Igudesman and Joo. One day, wait and see.
Helping Gene with his college application to Trinity. :D I hope he gets in, at least I'll have one more friend next year then!
What Amir said to me yesterday during BM class touched me. And it made me feel so worthwhile, like I really did make a difference. That I had impacted someone's life that much. It was emotional, but I'm glad that he told me. (: I don't feel so dissatisfied with life now.
But yes, I still feel that it's a bit too crowded, but I'll just have to deal with it for three more weeks. I can handle it, I hope.
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Frustrated like hell. Not because of one thing, but two. And that one thing is already more than enough for me, but then I had to find something else out and it's like a smack in the face. Did anyone even ask for my opinion when the decision was made? No. Truth is, I was happy with the way things were, then an addition came along. When or how or why, I don't know. Point is, it's getting a little too crowded.
Have you ever felt like you just seem to fail at every goal you set for yourself? It just feels like you're expecting too much of yourself, and the others aren't really helping with the emotional support. They try and be all optimistic about it but they just don't know how important this is to me. Because that particular goal was so easy to achieve. I knew that I could do it, but I didn't. And the disappointment just settles in and it's worse when others downgrade you and say, "Yeah. That is bad." Thanks for the support, people.
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AAR's concert is on Halloween! Which means it doesn't clash with exams, which means, I CAN GO. :D But but but, I need to get tickets. And I can't get it from Digi anymore! Gah! Found a guy selling tickets for 40 bucks. Do you think it's worth it? :\
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SORRY.
I've decided on something. I'm going to apologise to everyone for everything I've done (whether unintentionally or otherwise). Because I just feel so
unsatisfied. And I don't think I have forgiven myself for everything I've done, and until I apologize to everyone I've hurt,
I don't think I ever will. So when school reopens, I'm going to do so. (: Please tell me if I've hurt you but don't apologise! I probably didn't realise it at all.
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I miss you. ):
Went to Andrew's new penthouse today at Wangsa Maju (at least I think it's in Wangsa Maju). They're staying on the 19th floor! :D I like that number, for multiple reasons. Anyway, their penthouse is HUGE, and I mean HUGE. And very modern.
One step into the house, and it's bloody freezing! Electricity bill, my friend! Then you see the couches, and the massive amount of pillows on it. You can't help but flop onto it and just stay there. But then, you see something from the corner or your eye. You see the swing chair thingymabob. Okay, let me find a picture resembling that, because it's AWESOME. And really comfortable. (:
The bubble swinging chair! :D
And I immediately thought to myself, "Omg, I have to have that once I get my own place." And I will! Just you wait and see!
Then Audrey gave me a grand tour around the penthouse. The master room was like whoa. The master bathroom was equally whoa-ful. And their closet was just, wow. Then it was to the kitchen! I like counter tables and chairs. (: Then it was to her room, and omg, it was gorgeous! And she has her own phone there! But I think it's the same line as the whole household, but still. Went to Alex's room next, and was immediately greeted with this huge collage of Alex from when he was a baby to who he is now above his bed. Had a good laugh. :D Alex was really adorable when he was younger, what with his mushroom haircut! And now he's shaved his hair. Why lah, why Alex? Anyways, then I went to Andrew's room! It's neat. (: I like the black and white cubes shelf thing!
And the swimming pool there is MASSIVE! Swam 2 laps and I was exhausted. ): I know, it's inexcusable. But my arm was still hurting and I haven't swam in years. So oh well! I wouldn't mind going over to their place again. But they only stay there during the weekends. Oh well!
During dinner, Alex kept on asking me to help him text this girl I shall not mention here. It was fun. :D Though I made her think that he likes her. Whoops. :X But he didn't mind. That's Alex for you! Then he told me about how he got so nervous during Oral and Lisan because the girl he really likes was there and his heart was thumping extremely fast, that he failed both of them. Poor love struck guy. But I like talking to him. Never knew my cousin was that nice to talk to. :P Ling, I now give you the permission to call him cool as you've said about a month ago. Because I think so too.
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Well, I'm all alone in my MaMa's house. Never thought this day would ever come, because it's normally packed with so many people! Like, my MaMa, Andrew and his family, other cousins who just live down the street, the maid, and other random people. But now it's just me, and the dog whose name I
think is Lucky. I think every one of their dogs have been named Lucky, except for their first one named Blacky.
I think.
Andrew drove out. DROVE! My cousin drives. :0 I am shocked and very intrigued.
Oh, about 2 hours ago, I got an injection! I'll have to take my third dose in January. It's something for
cervical cancer, I think. I don't understand why I need it now, though. It's not like I'm sexually active or anything. Wonder what my mum thinks of me.
I have a sudden craving for McDs. ): Especially the fries and the nuggets!
I JUST HEARD A VOICE. Could it be possible that Alex is actually at home? o.o Just that he was too anti-social to leave his room and come down? Very possible. I hear voices. OMG. VOICES. That means there is someone else with Alex, if that voice does belong to him. That means I was never really home alone. ): Way to burst my bubble, voices.
Told you this household can never truly be empty! :D
I shall play
Mah Jong by myself. HOHOHO.
EDIT:
I correct myself. I didn't play
Mah Jong. Because how can a person play
Mah Jong alone? That's just sad.
So I built a fort using the Mah Jong pieces! I feel more accomplished than I ever had today. :D
Audrey's mum just called to check if I was still there. :P I feel loved.
.CHING.
Yesterday, my mum decided to play
Mah Jong after months of not gambling. Was given the choice to either stay at home with my brother or go to MaMa's house to watch her play
Mah Jong and bully my cousins. I chose to follow my mum. (: I even brought along my books with the intention to study! But knowing me, I didn't study at all. I just finished my Science homework. When I suddenly got the urge to download songs into my Tap Tap for my ITouch!
So I had to somehow connect to the Internet. And just in time, Andrew and the rest of his family came back home. They switched on the computers while I just waited patiently. Okay, their Internet is turned on, now I just need to connect my ITouch.
"Please insert the password to 'Superman'"
God, I had a good laugh when I saw that as their username. :D So I asked them for the password. No one knew what I was talking about. Was so frustrated! I really wanted to download songs into Tap Tap! So called Azmir, figuring he could help. He couldn't. Okay, nevermind, I didn't lose hope. I msned Rudy instead.
Super Rudy to the rescue!
After nearly an hour of talking to him, and meddling with my cousins' computer, I found the bloody password! Mission accomplished! :D Rudy, if you still come to my blog,
THANK YOU SO MUCH! Starbucks will come. (:
And I was content for the remainder of the night.
Is it selfish of me to want something more than what was already given to me? Am I spoilt to have expected more? But to be honest, I don't think I was expecting a lot. Because I would have been satisfied even if I was given something unexpected, yet still great. But that, that wasn't great in the least. Sure, it's practical and I needed it, but coming from you, I expected more. More because I know for a fact I would've done more for you, while it just seems like you didn't even put much thought into it. Instead, you took the easy way out, and shared. Okay fine, maybe I am a tad spoilt. I admit, I should take part of the blame to my distorted feelings tonight, or everyday since that happened. But can you really blame me?
I was shocked. Then I got protective, with a little bit of scornfulness. Then, I got excited. Now I'm just disappointed and amused. Such drama one blog can hold.
Had piano master classes on Sunday and Tuesday. It was so intimidating, 'cause it was an open class, which basically means everyone can watch you while you have your class. And what's worse, Professor Valdma (I think that's how you spell his name!) is very very very scary, because he's just a pro. But they went better than I could have anticipated! Professor changed everything my professor has taught me though, but I kind of like the changes, even though they are much tougher to follow through. I'm inspired. (:
And I just found out that Beethoven taught this guy, who taught Professor Valdma, who taught my professor, who is teaching me! :D Isn't that just so cool? I'm practically learning from the great master himself! And I'm playing one of his pieces for my exam! I'm feeling so proud of that, you can't imagine.
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Today's morning was pretty weird. Mr. Moore and Madam Selva praised me! :D
I feel smart. HOHOHO. After school, Jolene told us that someone told her that someone was bitching about me among the prefects and probates. But that's not what I want to talk about. I want to talk about
Yi Hui! Why, though? WELL, it's because when I asked her if she's heard anyone bitching about me, and she was just really sweet. (:
"Ching, I wouldn't be friends with a bitch la. And seriously, maybe she's just trying to make you feel bad. I mean, who would randomly say, 'Oh, I think they think you are a bitch'. You don't have to care about whatever they think of you as long as you are happy being yourself. (: Call me if you need me. I will send you my positive energy. (:"
I love that girl lah. And Zhuo Wei was really nice too! He helped me see the situation in a different perspective, so yeah. I have awesome friends.
(L)OH SHIT. I just remembered, there's a Sejarah test tomorrow.
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